Monthly Archives: March 2013

Like a fool

It’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are.
Sometimes, love just aint enough.

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Life

ImageSometimes I dream of touch and colors, and the life still full of magic.

But it’s not. There just soda pop bubbles.

If there be God — please forgive me

Lord, my God, who am I that You should forsake me? The Child of your Love — and now become as the most hated one — the one — You have thrown away as unwanted — unloved. I call, I cling, I want — and there is no One to answer — no One on Whom I can cling — no, No One. — Alone… Where is my Faith — even deep down right in there is nothing, but emptiness & darkness — My God — how painful is this unknown pain — I have no Faith — I dare not utter the words & thoughts that crowd in my heart — & make me suffer untold agony.

So many unanswered questions live within me afraid to uncover them — because of the blasphemy — If there be God — please forgive me — When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven — there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives & hurt my very soul. — I am told God loves me — and yet the reality of darkness & coldness & emptiness is so great that nothing touches my soul. Did I make a mistake in surrendering blindly to the Call of the Sacred Heart?

Mother Teresa
— addressed to Jesus, at the suggestion of a confessor, undated